Some things happened and I am officially shut off... Well, less things to worry about anyway since she's uncomfortable with how I've been treating her... If YOU wish to know how aggressive I can get when going after someone, feel free to ask Ray aka Shiro on what I did when I was going after one of my classmates in poly... You will definitely be shocked that I actually did those things and compared to what I have did to you, those are so many times more intolerable... However, I feel that you are simply running away and avoiding the matter completely... Since you feel that my actions are not acceptable, I shall be cold and unfeeling from now on... If that makes you a happier person, that's the least I can do...
Next up is what I wanna say to another person...However I shall post in mandarin because this is the time to flaunt it and use it to pwn that person because that person is very proud in the command of English language... My command of mandarin might not be extremely well but let's see that person decipher what I'm writing... Without the help of a translator or a friend since that person is also a chinese... 吾平日视汝批评他人，说他人角色扮演处处不对。 汝却无角色扮演的经验，根本没资格批评。 平时发现汝批评与指责他人时，吾即欲打抱不平出手相助。 但不欲起冲突而作罢。 岂料此时汝竟冒犯吾，吾必定追究到底。 要汝他日连本带利加倍奉还。 再没多久，年终大会将临。 汝若放胆扮演角色，吾必定要汝尝试被众人批评指责得一文不值的滋味。 要汝在圈内再也台不起头，从此烟消云散。 再说汝若有胆，咱们来个语文挑战。 汝乃大学生，吾只为理工学院生。 吾若输了乃理所当然，没什奇怪。 汝若输了就表示汝自豪的语言实乃如此不器， 自个反省反省，莫再自吹自擂。 莫忘吾之宗旨顺我者昌，逆我者亡！ 再说是敌非友? 汝既然选择与吾杠上，吾比当奉陪到底。
Went for AFA for the past 2 days... Uber madness man... Loads of good stuff to buy over there... My loot list is : 2 BB Sangokuden gundams, 1 monster hunter character + weapon set and a set of 12 Dynasty Warriors 5 weapons from the second release... Most profitable was the weapon set cos originally it cost $120 but they slashed the price to $40 only... Anyway, I cosplayed as the man behind the mask again... Nothing new to cosplay for now...
Recently I have been thinking about why I like Fullmetal Alchemist so much and the answer sort of popped up as I went thru... Firstly is the brotherly love of Edward and Alphonse... They are willing to sacrifice themselves for each other... Next is the law of exchange... In the manga, the law of exchange is described as "To obtain something, another thing of equal value must be given up"... I quite agree with this because we use this rule everyday... 1 simple example is buying manga... We give up $6-$7 and we get a manga... Another example is when saving money... We skip eating a meal and we get to save some money... If only alchemy existed now... Things would be better...
Anyway, I have a weird feeling these few days... Sometimes during the day, my heart would skip a beat or feel some aching... This shouldn't be so cos she's back already... Why do I still have such feelings? What exactly is the cause of it?? I must find out...
As the title says...I'm happier now... Dun need to ask why...You should know... But only a bit happier... Why? Because I just read a few blogs and they all seem kinda demoralizing... Plus the song I'm listening to now makes the mood worse...
Went to airport on Wednesday to fetch Kuroii after she landed... Went to her house with the rest for her birthday celebration... Initially wanted to buy her present but decided not to because the presents I choose normally freak the person out (as proven by experience)...
Tomorrow is AFA...Stress... Hope my Tobi can pass the basic standard... If not I can't go in liao...
Anyway, back to the blog thingy... I see a few blog entries that are somewhat saddening... I wonder why this is happening to them? Maybe this is part of their growing up process... 家家有本难念的经...Haiz...
In 1 weeks time, part-time alien will be back in singapore again... I think some of you dunno who that is but can roughly guess lah... Why I called her part-time alien is because her friendster profile states that she is part-time alien...Lolx... No wonder she's weird at times... Anyway, 1 week will pass very quickly... However, this saturday I have a wedding dinner to attend and I dunno what to wear and buy as gift... Anyone has any ideas? Please post in my chatbox or leave a comment...Thanks...
Kuroii wants everyone in her link to do this quiz so here goes...
The Honesty Quiz
`Honestly, does your parents approve of you dating? .. Well, I'm already 24 this year...If they dun let me start dating, they'll not see any grandchildren soon...
`Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now? .. Green...
`Honestly, whats on your mind? .. Lots...Uncountable to mention...But the one thing I think about the most is why are people out there moving so slowly...
`Honestly, when did you last cry? .. Let me see...I cried in my heart a few days back...
`Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla? .. I've not watched that but I know that Tila Tequilla is some *ahem* star...
`Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? .. You say leh???
`Honestly, do you like someone? .. Please refer to the previous answer...
` Honestly, are you normally a happy person? .. Nope...I'm unhappy...
` Honestly, what makes you mad? .. People not believing me, people walking slowly, people not respecting me, people doing things I dun like...There's lots...
` Honestly, are there any people who don't like you? .. I think everyone doesn't like me...
` Honestly, do you miss anyone? .. This question is a rephrased version of one somewhere above...
`Honestly, what's something you wish you could understand better? .. I wish I could understand humans TOTALLY...
`Honestly, have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an M? .. M? Mom counted???
` Honestly, have you ever dated someone longer than a year? .. Yah...That was my first relationship and it lasted 17 months...
` Honestly, do you think that you're a good person? .. It depends on the definition of 'good'...
` Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight? .. Yah...But I'll confirm the feelings before doing anything...
`Honestly, do you hate the last person you were talking to? .. Yes...Dun ask me who I last talked to...
` Honestly, who was the last person you talked to on the phone? .. The person mentioned above...
`Honestly, do you know what you want in life? .. Of course...I want to get married and have kids...I want to have my own business....
`Honestly do you smoke weed regularly? .. Nope...
` The last text you received on your cell was from? .. Some bloody advertising firm...
`Do you like your cell phone? .. Still ok...The cell phone that I like most currently costs a bomb and there'll never be a cell hone that'll be satisfactory...
`Do you believe in true love? .. Yes...I still believe in true love...
`Are you playing hard to get right now? .. I'm trying to get someone now...
`Do you miss your past? .. Only the good parts...
`Are you proud of the person you've become? .. Of course...My past is somewhat unglamorous...
` What are you doing besides this survey? .. Thinking of a lot of things...
`Who was the last person you had a serious talk with? .. Myself counted??
`In the past week have you felt sad? .. Definitely...All the time...
`How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead? .. I rather kiss someone on the forehead...
`When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? .. Er...Today...
`Are you afraid of death/dying? .. Only when I have unfinished business...
`How many people do you know with your name? .. Many...
`Would you rather watch football or baseball? .. None...
`Do you prefer warm or cold weather? .. Warm...It's easier to find a cooling place to escape the heat than somewhere warm to escape the coldness...
`How's your heart lately? .. Not good...I get sudden spasms all the time...Whether or not I'm thinking of anyone...
`Did someone make you mad today? .. Plenty...The ppl walking slowly on the pathway make me mad everyday...
` What were you doing 30 minutes ago? .. Starting up my com for usage...
You readers do this quiz if you want... No obligations...
Hey guys...October is coming to an end... Which means November is coming... Which also means that someone is coming back from Aust soon... Whee...I can't wait for that day to come... I'm sure many of us will be there to welcome her back... I seriously can't wait to see her again... Hope I dun get too emotional when I see her again... After all...It's only been 4 months since I last saw her... Compared to some other frens whom I have not seen for years... But the difference in feelings makes the contrast... I'm sure many of you know this point... Been listening to the piano version of "Who" these few days too... Makes me more emo than listening to the original or chinese version...
I hereby pray that Ayumi can stay in the industry for many more years... And that she is able to come to Singapore for another concert... I'll gladly fork out money just to go...
I finally found the chinese version for Ayumi's Who...Hohoho... Someone is gonna be super happy(I hope so)... From what I hear, It's 100% sung by Ayumi cos she can't pronounce the lyrics well... Here's the lyrics...
Saw a link to some handwriting analysis thingy on Kuroii's blog... So I tried it out and here are my results... Comments are below every paragraph...
Welcome Gumok Gumok, here is your handwriting analysis.
Gumok has difficulty making decisions. His mind changes constantly. He lives in an emotional tug of war. Gumok could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow he may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.
Very true...I am a Libra...
Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.
Haha...Yup...I have mood swings...
If Gumok encounters a situation he cannot handle he frequently pulls into himself. He feels his emotions are secure if he is withdrawn. When he has solved the problem he can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Gumok as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say he has two complete personalities that he chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality he is exhibiting today. He may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Gumok's emotional expressiveness.
Super true...Those who have seen me doing programming will have seen my "aura"...Plus I always want to be alone when I solve problems... Plus having personalties that people do not know will ensure that they cannot predict my actions...
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Gumok doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Think it's kinda true...Not much thing to say about this...
Gumok will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Gumok believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Haha...This is very true...So all of you out there better gimme respect okay...
Gumok will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
Very true also...I dun wanna waste time and effort to make things nicer for ppl to hear...
In reference to Gumok's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Gumok slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.
He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Gumok can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
This is another true part...I always start things fast but take time to analyze and find out how to do it slowly...
Gumok's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Gumok that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Gumok also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Gumok is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Gumok's self-concept is artificially low. Gumok will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Gumok to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Gumok is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Yah...I have no confidence in myself...That's why the point about respect somewhere above appeared...
Gumok is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Gumok 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.
LMAO...This is so funny...I dun like to do too much actions...I prefer other ppl to do the job for me... EXCEPT s** that is...
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Gumok has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Gumok fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as he moves down the page. If this is true, then Gumok has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Gumok is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Gumok is leaving the past behind and moving on to what he perceives as an exciting and enticing future.
The part about moving on is really true...I wanna move on...Staying on the same location will NEVER do us any good...
