Monday, August 18, 2008
Went to an event on friday cos I got 1 day off from work due to last week's NDP...
However, the event sux big time...
The organizer din know that it'll be so bad to...
We were supposed to cosplay and get votes from ppl...
But...It was not a on stage voting thingy...
We had to go around asking for votes...
It's like WTF!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
NVm...After that we went to PS and took dinner...
After dinner go arcade...Then go home...
Saturday went for movie with Ace, Nori, Ligen and 2 of Ace's frens...
Watched Meet Dave...
Or rather "Meet Situ" in ace's words...
The movie was super funny and lame...
Saturday night went for my grandma'a birthday dinner...
Ytd went out shopping for my gundam and a present for my nephew...
He wanted a pokemon figurine...Chimchar...
I can't find it lor...>.<...
Nvm..I shall search in more places for it...
Posted at 8/18/2008 8:55:18 am by
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Went to WCG on saturday...Cosplayed as Tobi again...This time there were so many great cosplayers on showcase...The competition was rather f-up cos the audiences votes counts...Hence, some ppl get third cos of support...When actually that cosplayer is super not up to standard...After WCG, we went to arcade...I play mahjong while the rest chapalang...After arcade we slacked outside The Rock for a while then porceeded to cathay to slack...Over there, we slacked till abt 11 plus then went home...
Sunday went to Haru goth opening...After that went to chinatown party world sing song with Qiqi, Ligen, Mint and Situ...I sounded like shit...Qiqi and Mint's voice were good though...Heng glass din break when I sing...After singing, went for dinner at the food centre beside OG...
Then walked to bugis arcade for some games...Then go home...I sent Mint till Kallang then walk home...
These 2 days at work was @.@...Super sianz...Heng this friday I can take off day for NDP...Long weekend....Woohoo...
Posted at 8/13/2008 12:14:38 am by
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Friday, August 08, 2008
Lai lai...As promised...Here's a pic of my noob playing in Sangokushi Taisen...
The orbs are added clockwise direction...Meaning I get the red orb before the blue orbs...
I got 1 red orb, meaning I win one round...
But I got 7 blue orbs, meaning I lost 7 rounds in a row...
Super noob I am...
Bleh...
Compare this to the previous pic...
This guy is dunno how many times better than me lor...
Look at the numbers can tell already...>.<
Haiz...Must play more to buck up...
Posted at 8/8/2008 1:37:16 am by
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Monday, August 04, 2008
GuMoK On Sangokushi Taisen...
Lai lai...Finally I got promoted to 霸者liao...
Can now versus those uber godly players...
Next time I post a pic on my rate of losing...
Confirm epic one...
Today played 2 rounds only...
Both rounds lose to a 霸王, which is 1 rank above me...(>.<)
Then now I got 1 red orb, 2 blue orbs liao...
I need 3 more red orbs to promote 1 level...
8 more levels to promote to be 霸王...
Super long way to go...
You all saw that pic some posts ago??
That player has 50德...
I got only 1德 nia...
霸王 is 10 to 19 德...
Ya...So that player is super uber duper godly...
Number 1 in Japan...
Posted at 8/4/2008 11:04:56 pm by
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Sunday, August 03, 2008
Zhuge Liang...Plus Thoughts...
If any of you have watched the movie Resurrection of The Dragon, the one which Andy Lau stars as Zhao Zilong, you would have known that Zhuge Liang is very cruel in the movie...
He planned to exchange Zhao Zilong's life for a victory in war...
To him, it was a small sacrifice for a bigger benefit...
Except that this time, both choices were hard to pick...
I must say that I agree with his actions...
Often in life, we have to make hard choices...
We have to choose to give up something in exhange for another thing...
This is what I have been doing all the while...
I'm sure many of us go thru this almost everyday...
We might choose to sleep more and go to work later...
We might choose to play more games and focus less on studies...
All these are choices and giving up something in exchange for another...
Recently I made another hard choice which many of you have read about...
I do not regret making my choice and I hope that the other party will not bear a grudge against me...
For I only want to express myself...
I do not expect her to be with me but I hope that at least we can give each other a chance...
All I can say is that waiting might be a painful process but I dun mind going thru it...
I have once waited 7 years for someone to accept me but in the end, I saw her true character and I gave up...
I do not regert waiting because during the time I waited, I still had a good impression of her...
I hope that 'you' will not purposely give me a bad impression of yourself just to make me give up...
That would be unfair to both of us...
Posted at 8/3/2008 12:01:22 am by
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Yesterday went to work as usual...
At around 10am plus, I was informed that one of my other IA frens and I have to go down to SAS HQ for training...
We are supposed to be replacing 2 other staff who had some other tasks assigned by the company...
So yesterday after lunch the 2 of us took a cab down to Tanjong Pagar...
Total fare was abt $12...Heng can claim...
After reaching there, we found our way to the training centre and attended the lessons...
We were so lucky to be selected...
Think it's cos they want us to do more work ba...
Plus our pay is lesser than perm staff...
Bao(1) chi(1) one lor...
I'll be busy the entire day tmr also...>.<
No time to spare for chatting...Haiz...
Like that how to understand her better neh...
Slowly take my time ba...
She also needs time to study...Which is the most impt thing now...
Jia you...You can do it one...
Yesterday, a chinese phrase that I believe firmly came to my mind again while thinking of her...
That phrase is "有情自有伤心泪", meaning "With feelings, naturally there'll be sad tears"...
It's damn true...You can ask anyone out there...
Be it feelings for family members, feelings for frens or feelings in relationships...
There'll be tears now and then...
I recalled this phrase cos I was thinking a lot about me and her...
I realised that I have been feeling heart ache whenever something happens to her...
Especially the time when she dislocated her knee in australia...
I was so worried for her but I could do nothing except console her...
It really pains me to see her in that state...
But now she's fine and I only worry that she can't concentrate on studies cos of my confession...
Another phrase that can be used now is "Whatever you don't know won't hurt you..."
Very true again...After she knew that I liked her, she was sort of shocked and confused...
I'm also worried that our friendship will drift apart because ofthis...>.<
Nvm...I shall put in extra effort to bridge the gap...
Posted at 7/31/2008 11:49:35 pm by
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
She says that she regards me as a brother<--always hear that everywhere...
She says that she is not a good person<--also hear that all over the place...
She says that it's not worth me wasting time on her<--Maybe yes, maybe no...
She says that she tot I treat her well cos I regard her as my sister<--half yes half no...
She says that.....Blah blah...
I know that it is hard to believe that I'll actually fall for you...But it's the truth...
As always, truth is hard to accept...
I also dunno what attracted me to you...
Maybe it's the similarity that you have with my younger sister...
Maybe it's the way you bahave and carry yourself...
Or maybe I was having a wrong impression all along...
Hope that we can understand each other better before making our decisions...
I shall ponder deeply upon the conversations that we have...
I shall then decide whether you are the one...
As for you, slowly take your time and concentrate more on your studies before anything else...
Dun worry abt me...I can wait...I dun mind waiting...
Posted at 7/29/2008 11:06:31 pm by
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Sent Kuroii off ytd morning...
Went to airport to ton on friday night...
I still miss her...A lot a lot...
But cannot emo too much...
Or else will not stop emo-ing...
I got to be strong...
I have to believe that time will pass very fast...
Hope she comes back in december...
Cos she mentioned before that she might not come back during some of the semester breaks...
Pray hard ah...
Kuroii pls come back during december period ah...
Kuroii mentioned that my posts were very mushy...
So I'll have to write mushy words in some unseen color...
Kinda mushy words below...
Highlight them to read ba...
If only you were here, I would have a better day...
How I wish that we can be together, going through the storms of life...
Hand in hand, we'll walk this path together...
Hand in hand, we'll create our future...
Hand in hand, we'll only love each other...
Posted at 7/27/2008 11:54:09 pm by
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Friday, July 25, 2008
For so long, I have been searching for my Yue Ying...
But still couldn't find one...
Current candidate seems to be possible but time is not with me...
Hope she will agree...But at least I must make my feelings known to her...
Doesn't matter if she rejects...
As long as she knows that I have feelings for her...
Posted at 7/25/2008 11:41:01 am by
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Time Is Really Running Out
Just now I was having durian as after-dinner snack and halfway while eating, I thought of 'her' and my heart started aching...
Suddenly, my fingers loosened their grip on the seed of durian and it dropped onto the floor...
Wasted 1 seed...Nvm...
Main point is...I din know that the sudden spasm can get so great...
Previously it was just the overflowing thoughts of 'her'...
Tonight is the inability to control my fingers for a moment...
What abt tomorrow???
Think it's because time is almost exhausted already...
Posted at 7/23/2008 10:45:23 pm by
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